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[April 04, 2005 @ 9:47am] |
as i was walking down the street a lens from a pair of glasses fell on my head.
out of nowhere, clear blue skies. nothing above me. a lens fell on my head!
its like the truman show.
could someone tell me if i am being watched? could someone give me a hint?
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a lens just fell on my head out of nowhere! nowhere.
im not on anything at the moment. i have only drank water this morning and ate some grapes. no chemicals are in my body at the moment. well mabey some are left over but im not on anything. nothing.
and a lens fell on my head! it looks a little scratched up and a little dirty like its been hanging out in this invisible part of the sky for a long time. just hanging out until i walked beneath it and then it decided to make itself known to me.
could there be a logical explanation? could this be happening all over the world but no one is talking about it? could i be a part of some big joke that only i am not in on?
am i dead?
in the living world is it possible for lenses to fall out of the sky?
is this normal?
now im way late to school, i think this is a valid excuse.
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[March 25, 2005 @ 1:13pm] |
i forgot the word for pickle and i was saying ickle and everyone was laughing at me and i was like, dude there is an ickle on the ground and laugh laugh laugh, i thought okay im saying this wrong, green disgusting squishy thing laying on the ground, what is it? what is it?
someone wanna help me out? no? okay, what is it? hmmmmm, uhhhmmmmmm... i know its not a nickle cause thats money, and then i saw a p, i saw a p it flew from the back of my brain right to the front and i watched it come closer and closer until i could make it out perfectly and i added it onto the ickle and it became pickle.
i have severe problems.
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[March 05, 2005 @ 8:01pm] |
Sonic Youth
Are you male or female? little trouble girl
Describe yourself: self-obsessed and sexee
How do some people feel about you? inhuman
How do you feel about yourself? mary-christ
Describe your ex-boyfriend: the diamond sea
Describe your current boyfriend/husband: dirty
Describe what you want to be: heather angel
Describe your current mood: shaking hell
Describe your friends: madonna sean and me
Share a few words of wisdom: kill yr idols
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[February 16, 2005 @ 4:08pm] |
hes the guy im with
the earths a myth
nothing rotates for nothing.
im...
getting...
married...
in...
five...
hours!!!
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[January 28, 2005 @ 2:48pm] |
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[January 24, 2005 @ 1:57pm] |
change my pitch up, smack my bitch up.
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change my pitch up, smack my bitch up.
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change my pitch up, smack my bitch up.
-prodigy
thank you i heart the nineties.
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[January 04, 2005 @ 3:46pm] |
sometimes my girlfriend calls me baby.
sometimes... i let her.
hi-ya
karate chop demon love.
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[December 31, 2004 @ 2:38pm] |
01. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
had a girlfriend [gasp]
02. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i dont believe in new years resolutions, they are for people that have no faith in themselves, who cant
trust themselves to do what they want to do in their lives.
03. Did someone close to you give birth?
me, i gave birth to countless diary entries and one and a half books.
04. Did anyone close to you die?
yes in my head there were many deaths.
05. What countries did you visit?
in reality? none.
06. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
a bigger wall up when it comes to trusting people.
07. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
July fifth... no concern to you.
08. What was your biggest achievement(s) of the year?
writing a book!
09. What was your biggest failure(s)?
people.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
sick yeah, but not suffer... i fell down some stairs too.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
a sonic youth cd
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
isabella!
long live the queen of carrot stick facials!
13. Whose behavior made you appalled or depressed?
the whole human race, god what losers.
14. Where did most of your money go?
what money?
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
seanruka.
<3
16. What songs always remind you of 2004?
convalescing in spain
dude ranch nurse
such great heights
jane says
17. What do you wish you'd done more of?
talk on the phone, its a remarkable invention.
18. What do you wish you'd done less of?
writing on the computer, but what a remarkable invention nonetheless.
19. How did you spend Christmas?
in a sickend haze... at a friends familys house. nice.
20. Did you fall in love in 2004?
yes with seanruka and with my boyfriend randy who ive fallen in love with nine hundred and fifty six times already.
21. How many one-night stands?
i dont think they count.
24. What was your favorite TV program?
americas next top model!!! [its hirlarious]
25. Do you dislike anyone now that you didn't dislike this time last year?
yes! jessica
26. What was the best book you read?
mine, a book about anne sexton, birthday letters by ted hughes
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
judybats
28. What did you want and get?
hugs and love and a cell phone
29. What did you want and not get?
a digital camera
30. Favorite film of this year?
lemony snickets a series of unfortunate events
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
seventeen... got stuff from friends, had a good day.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
my dad being in the world.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
one big magic marker statement, profane, wanting to offend and shock into seeing a point.
34. What kept you sane?
SEANRUKA, sitdiary, isabella always.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
patrick fugit [what?]
thurston moore of course
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
none, they just want you to be stirred by their shit, dont give in.
37. Who do you miss?
oh lots of people lost along the way, its just life you know, walking along smelling the flowers, waving to the neighbors
and people quit coming outside, people move away, i miss everyone even when they are sitting right next to me,
i miss them for the day they will be gone, but it is life.
my dad.
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Dallas
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
that my life is made before i even have a chance to sit and examine it, that things go according to plan, and its nothing
to be afraid of, there is nothing to regret ever, nothing to be sad about because its only life happening, every day is
a reason to celebrate just because of the powerful beauty in a single moment.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
"i can almost forget that forgetting is the hardest part
convalescing in spain
ive been keeping a diary
And i must be getting well
cause i write less of you and more of me
things like
did we sleep through the best part?
did we cry through the worst part?
did we chinga through the good days?
did we get stuck with the end?
dont we cry when someone steals the show
hate when its someone we know?
perhaps this is the best part
convalescing in spain."
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[December 21, 2004 @ 1:41pm] |
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Have we ever had sex?
33. Do you miss me?
34. Do you think i miss you?
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[December 05, 2004 @ 10:05am] |
some days i think i have never had a thought,
some days i think that i have had so many, i could fill lifetimes with just a days worth.
some days i think that i could never be happy just laying in a box
but then i know that its not the case, ever... sometimes i know that i am everything and only, the only anything, and some days that makes me satisfied.
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[November 12, 2004 @ 9:42am] |
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school? say huh?
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[October 22, 2004 @ 2:23pm] |
last night randy and i hid under the covers on the side of the bed... ryan, mike, and lafron [not his real name..lolololololololol!] and mecca were by the door, ryan acting as a dresser against the door since the actual dresser was too much of a hassle to move... so we were laughing in slow motion because when youre halfway under the bed, thats how you laugh, and i found a knife sticking out of the mattress, i couldnt stop laughing, i was trying to hide it from everyone and stick it under the rug, which of course was impossible, so i was sticking it in the rug, ryan saw me and was laughing and fell off the chair and just then lafrons dad walked in, he looked confused, but left quietly after saying something about food...
so, mecca cant hang, she cant be my new girl, i need someone who can keep up and its not her...shame but thats life...
plus, i really dont like her name change...reminds me of bella who is mella bella...
this is mecca becca...
not good for my mind.
but she is definitly good for walking home in the rain with, thats for sure.
shes a nice girl.
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[October 17, 2004 @ 1:52pm] |
people count their lives in candle sticks
they are lighted by many hands
put out by more...
i can have this
i will use you
i already know your last name,
it will be adams.
i will use you.
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[October 14, 2004 @ 10:48pm] |
its crazy, refrain
a train
fuck me up
and skip me over, just look me through
dont find me
you fell
fall
we can fall
in the morning
fuck me up
crazy
you are crazy
this is crazy
its crazy
i hear you
fuck you up
ill fuck you up
refrain
a train
a way out of here
youre my way out
help me
you fell
i fall
i like to stand up
fucked up
you fucked me
up
i was up
fucked
you are crazy
stay
and take me
away.
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[October 10, 2004 @ 8:38pm] |
she has a certain flare
with flowers in her hair
i walk in the air
look down from where?
the air
what do you care?
this is on a dare
im really quite rare
and rarely ever fair
dont stop to look and stare
my face is bare.
let me check you up on the inside...
their repeat pretend performance is outstanding.
i would bow but cant feel my feet
to stand.
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[October 04, 2004 @ 10:30pm] |
i like when things go back like in a rocket ship, i can travel and never find the end, i like when i can see streaks on the wall from where my life should have found something more worthwhile and i look closely and see that its all worth my while.
slow down and ill try to catch up, and if not i can deal too.
its all in the way you try to grab. and no one tells you their full name.
shh and ill tell you a secret, my cousin was there and i stoled some of her friends, she came here when she was pregnant and then ran away. her life was perfect until she realized that it wasnt...people can turn quick.
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[October 04, 2004 @ 6:11pm] |
crazy crazy crazy!!!
thats the beauty...perhaps you can join in too.
psycho slut.
john lennon laughed at inappropriate times,
i do too.
im reading about marlon brando now, we dont have many similarities. :-(
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[October 01, 2004 @ 7:46pm] |
oh thats a cool move, what must it be like in your shoes?
i have to feel offended...its required, so dont take offence.
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[September 30, 2004 @ 12:07pm] |
im waiting for the big arrival, not a baby... a man.
i have nothing to say about it.
sean dyed his hair blonde :-)
no one understands the meaning :-(
that lady proved herself idiot
she said, do you sometimes feel like people dont understand you?
i said, yes exactly!
she said, do you feel like you know something that they dont know, like if they just listened to you, they would know it too?
i said, yes! thats how it is, but see i dont just feel it, i know it, it is that way, thats just the way it is, see?
she said, no no see thats where youre wrong.
wrong.
emphasis on the period.
shes shut out, might as well be dead.
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